Monday, December 6, 2010

Love is..

Love..
It's a very little word with a very big meaning which is different from each other
When i was a child, love is like a fairytale. i thought i'll find my prince charming..he will propose me in a candle light dinner and he will beg me..we will get married in a beautiful garden full of flowers..
But then,voala..i've grown up and all that dream,fantasy, all that fairytale disappeared..
Life is hard and love is cruel..
Many times i was falling..many times i was disappointed..it hurts and i'm tired..
But that is love..
No matter how cruel it is..i can't life without love..love is like a marijuana for me,,i need it, i addicted to it..but on the other hand if i used it too much i'll lose my concentration in anything..i'm gonna lose control to my self..
No matter how many times i was falling, how many times it tears me apart..
i wanna falling in love again..it's a wonderful feeling, unstoppable heart beating, thinking of somebody anytime,anywhere..i enjoy my life when i am falling in love
And now, for you..i got that feeling,i don't wanna lose you..
i might not a beautiful woman, i'm even imperfect person..but you are the perfect one for me..
i might a selfish person, i even forcing Allah to keep you here with me..
i don't need any reason to say i like you..
And Love is fullfilling each other..
i wanna be like my friend Tiari and Irwansyah..the happy couple,congrats for your engagement! i'm happy for you both..i hope you guys get married ASAP! Amiien..

left to right : baginda,nina,menan,me,irwan,tiari,vpey,hera and icem

what i wore:
my mom's dress
unbranded retro clutch bag
forever21 belt
gaudi tight
marie claire flat shoes