22nd life story

on my birthday, i said to my self :
"just feel happy with my life"
what ever will come just think positively,,i don't wanna be a grumbler, i don't wanna be a mushy, i have to be stronger, i have to be an understanding friend, i have to be daughter to be proud of
no more egoistic, no more anger
i will be smiling mitha, forgiving mitha,,
i will be mature as Mitha,,

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Repetition

Allah Almighty always has 'the secret' way,,as a human being we just have to believe that 'the secret' way is the best for us,,even if it's unpredictable and hard to do,,there's a lot of things i dream about but it's seems hard to get. my seminar has been delayed again, how could it comes at the crucial time??just 15 minutes before the seminar, my lecturer called me and told me that he couldn't come because he got sick,,oh god i just can take a deep breath and said to my self "mitha,,it happened again,,the repetition". everybody told me to be stronger and didn't give up,,i will and i know i have to but i just keep thinking is there any sin i do that couldn't be excused??..i'm so sorry Allah Almighty,i'm begging you..i'll try to be more obedient..please give me the easier way ..please God..

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Happy Things

there's a lot of things i wanna share,,so many things i skip these day because my presentation was failed and i have to repeat it,,but now i don't wanna talk about my sadness i feel so dramatic if i think about that so just let me think about my happy things,,I've got a scholarship and i bought somethings that i always wanted,,finally i got that in my closet,,yipie!!here there are,,

i'll call my watch Jama

lack quality of my photoshoot, it's taken from my cellphone,,i forgot to brought my digi (my digital camera)

fur cardigan Gaudi
studded tank top Gaudi
Logo jeans
Jacque Martin watch

and i went to puncak with my family,it's family gathering. it's my unique family,we usually doing crazy things and laugh load as you can see on my photo shoot here

me and my sleepy nephew aira,she so cute.

me,my cousin mas dody and her daughter atillah
my mom, my nephew aira, my sister camilla and me
mas dody, his wife kak putri and his daughter atillah

my cousin kak monic and my sister camilla

and this is the crazy part of my Family
The games,,
1. 'Joget Balon'

2. 'Pancing krupuk'

3. 'blind make up" this is the craziest games i've ever see,,
the nominees are,,(left to right : mas bayu, mas egi, mas agus, bang ami and mas rendi)

the view,,i rather love the mountains than the sea,,the weather,the view so quiet and pleasant. i even done my presentation slide here,,it makes me so relax

i begged You

Dear God,
Allah, almighty..i dont know how to write this feeling,,i'm afraid about my presentation tomorrow, i feel i'm not already yet,,Allah almighty may You help me,,save me tomorrow even though i know i had so much mistakes to You,,i always neglect my responsibility to You,,i often neglect my pray,,i apologize to You,,i'm begging to You,,please help me,,give me the best,,i know my way is'nt easy but i know there is always away out,,i know You'll always save me,,i surrender my life to You,,Allah almighty,,





ps : congrats for opung,,she pass her presentation today..