Letter to you :)

that night seems i got a heart attack..my hearth beating so fast :)

this flower bought by my friends (galuh,vpey and wiwid) thank's a lot my dearest friends

well, i don't know how to write this feeling..am i a drama queen??i felt so sad..anything happen in my life just the sadness..no i don't mean all of my life but many things..my study and my love life..about my study, i know that's all my fault i was so irresponsible and too many time i wasted..and now all i can do is just saying sorry to my parents because i haven't graduated yet..
and about my love life it's the saddest one..these day i realize that i'm not already yet to falling in love again,,there is something hurting me a lot..something traumatic..i'm afraid if i love someone he won't love me back..or he just playing the game with my hearth..

"for someone..i write this letter to you..will you see my blog and read this letter special to you..first time, when my friend talk about you and she said she will introduce us, i'm not interested because i'm afraid that we will disappointing each other..but when we met there's something surprisingly..i got a crush on you..i like you..i like the way you talk..i like the way you walk..i like the way you see me..and i feel so comfort beside you..but are you really the one i've been searching for??or am i really the one you've been searching for??are you 'the right' man to me??or am i 'the right' one to you??if i may ask to Allah,,i wanna ask to have you as 'the right one' for me..because to be honest i really like you.."

nitya giveaway

i'm joining my friends ninit giveaway,,she celebrating her 2nd anniversary with her boyfriend,,
it's such a wonderful having a relationship with your boyfriend more than 1 years,,i want too,,i wish i could,,hehehe,,well anyway congrats nit,,i'm happy for you too,,(and i want that necklace nit!!!)

the forever 21 eiffel tower form necklace

Just Amateur

,,Me,,

mom's purple vintage shirt, highwaist pants ITC Kuningan, opung's ankleboots in her shoes, scarf (it's a gift from paris) as a ribbony headband

mom's scarf, trussardi vintage jeans, opung's ankle boots inhershoes

gedebage white dress, gaudi tight, opung's ankleboots in hershoes

red jacket unbranded, abstact dress plaza semanggi, gaudi tights, opung's ankleboots in her shoes

donatella lace shirt, opung's gedebage skirt

Lisabet Yeser

all opung's outwear are from gedebage, unbranded tights, ankle boots in her shoes

me and my dorm-mate Lisabet yeser but we usually call her 'opung' (it means grandma in west Sumatra,,lol)..we are not fashionable yet but we are trying to be more stylish as we can,,at least for our self,,we are copy-cat,,yup,,,but it's only if the 'genre' is match up with us,,and as a college student we don't have enough budget,, so shopping is seldom things,,no branded and second hand stuff is a common things,,pasar gedebage in Bandung,ITC Mangga Dua,ITC Kuningan are like heaven for us,,a lot of 'dandy' items with low prices,,but for a second hand stuff such in pasar gedebage and pasar senen we have to be very very very careful and selectively to choose,,choose the item only if it has good quality,,and soak them in warm water for several minutes before washing them,,

ps : special thanks to Galuh Anggun Pretiwi as my dorm-mate too and for lending me the tanktop

fly me to the moon

it's been a long time we've not chatting together,,we've not saying hello
in these time I've been through day by day only watching your act,,your laugh,,your smile,,
when you've got sadness i want to stand by your side,,i wanna be your shoulder to cry on,,just like 4 years ago,,as a good friend,,we've been caring each others,,i just wanna show my careness as a friend to you,but you ignore it,,
i've try to understand and stay away from your life like we've never know before,,but today i'm so happy,,when you smile to me,,when you say "hai" to me,,when you laugh to me,,when you teased me,,when you hold my hand,,i feel like i'm going fly to the moon,,one-time ago i've lost my friend,,today i found him,,
fly me to the moon,,

well,,okey that's enough for the exagerrate,,
now i have to stay focus with my proposal,,let's fix the second chapter,,
Bismillah!!!

Liebe Freunde

Friends,,
we know it's hard to understand each others,,
when we gets more sensitivity,,
we know it's hard to believe each other,,
when we've been disappointed,,
but in this time we've been trough,,
we try to understand,to believe,to strengthen each other,,
and go together,,
even though it's not the highest point that we need to be friends,,
even though there is so many problems,so many regret,,
but thanks god we still together,,
and it's our happiness kingdom

mom's lace shirt ; unbranded baby pink skirt ; sophie martin's bag ; 'in her' shoes

they are so amazing,,

i want to be a women, not a girl anymore,,

1. Taylor Swift

uh,i'm crazy in love with her dress

this couple,,envy me

2. Taylor Momsen

her taste of fashion,,so inspiring me,,

3. Alexa Chung

i wanna stole all her bags,,lol

those picture are taken from flickr

experimental sister

she is my little sister,,actually she's not little,,she so tall,,about 170cm,,so different with me,,hehehe
her name is Camilla Insani Putri and she's 2nd grade senior high school,,
i'm so proud and love her,,because she's always listen my advice and actualize it,,eventhough it was a teasing,,,hehehehe


__love u my sister xoxo__