Love is..

Love..

It's a very little word with a very big meaning which is different from each other

When i was a child, love is like a fairytale. i thought i'll find my prince charming..he will propose me in a candle light dinner and he will beg me..we will get married in a beautiful garden full of flowers..

But then,voala..i've grown up and all that dream,fantasy, all that fairytale disappeared..

Life is hard and love is cruel..

Many times i was falling..many times i was disappointed..it hurts and i'm tired..

But that is love..

No matter how cruel it is..i can't life without love..love is like a marijuana for me,,i need it, i addicted to it..but on the other hand if i used it too much i'll lose my concentration in anything..i'm gonna lose control to my self..

No matter how many times i was falling, how many times it tears me apart..

i wanna falling in love again..it's a wonderful feeling, unstoppable heart beating, thinking of somebody anytime,anywhere..i enjoy my life when i am falling in love

And now, for you..i got that feeling,i don't wanna lose you..

i might not a beautiful woman, i'm even imperfect person..but you are the perfect one for me..

i might a selfish person, i even forcing Allah to keep you here with me..

i don't need any reason to say i like you..

And Love is fullfilling each other..

i wanna be like my friend Tiari and Irwansyah..the happy couple,congrats for your engagement! i'm happy for you both..i hope you guys get married ASAP! Amiien..

left to right : baginda,nina,menan,me,irwan,tiari,vpey,hera and icem

what i wore:

my mom's dress

unbranded retro clutch bag

forever21 belt

gaudi tight

marie claire flat shoes

Life is a rollercoaster,,

too many things i wanna talk about,,too many stories i wanna share with,,but it's too much,i even couldn't say a word..my life was jumping around with sadness and happiness..i've got a good news and a bad news..

1. finally i finished my research
2. my grandfather passed away(and now i really missed him badly)
3. i'm in love with you!!
   

i took these photo with my best friend ninit from strawberry giggles at taman menteng..ninit told me that i have a talent to be a photographer.hahaha she must be kidding lol..

Letter to you :)

that night seems i got a heart attack..my hearth beating so fast :)

this flower bought by my friends (galuh,vpey and wiwid) thank's a lot my dearest friends

well, i don't know how to write this feeling..am i a drama queen??i felt so sad..anything happen in my life just the sadness..no i don't mean all of my life but many things..my study and my love life..about my study, i know that's all my fault i was so irresponsible and too many time i wasted..and now all i can do is just saying sorry to my parents because i haven't graduated yet..
and about my love life it's the saddest one..these day i realize that i'm not already yet to falling in love again,,there is something hurting me a lot..something traumatic..i'm afraid if i love someone he won't love me back..or he just playing the game with my hearth..

"for someone..i write this letter to you..will you see my blog and read this letter special to you..first time, when my friend talk about you and she said she will introduce us, i'm not interested because i'm afraid that we will disappointing each other..but when we met there's something surprisingly..i got a crush on you..i like you..i like the way you talk..i like the way you walk..i like the way you see me..and i feel so comfort beside you..but are you really the one i've been searching for??or am i really the one you've been searching for??are you 'the right' man to me??or am i 'the right' one to you??if i may ask to Allah,,i wanna ask to have you as 'the right one' for me..because to be honest i really like you.."

nitya giveaway

i'm joining my friends ninit giveaway,,she celebrating her 2nd anniversary with her boyfriend,,
it's such a wonderful having a relationship with your boyfriend more than 1 years,,i want too,,i wish i could,,hehehe,,well anyway congrats nit,,i'm happy for you too,,(and i want that necklace nit!!!)

the forever 21 eiffel tower form necklace

surprise!!!

yup i've got a surprise from my lovely friends,,vpey,opung,nina,ipul,rila and badri,,i've never expected to get this surprise from them,,i thought they were so busy these day because of their research and seminar..but surprisingly they made a little surprise for me, although it was so embarrassing a lot because they made me looked like squirrel and i had to keep walking on the street from the cafe to my dorm-house with that crazy make up,,such a wicked!!but somehow,,thanks a lot my dears,,i love you all,,

the gift,,that black wallet from unkle,it's local brand from bandung


vpey,nina and me @burger and grill bintaro
opung,,

i'm searching for photos of badri and ipul,,but i don't have their latest photos??oh so sad,,

Just Amateur

,,Me,,

mom's purple vintage shirt, highwaist pants ITC Kuningan, opung's ankleboots in her shoes, scarf (it's a gift from paris) as a ribbony headband

mom's scarf, trussardi vintage jeans, opung's ankle boots inhershoes

gedebage white dress, gaudi tight, opung's ankleboots in hershoes

red jacket unbranded, abstact dress plaza semanggi, gaudi tights, opung's ankleboots in her shoes

donatella lace shirt, opung's gedebage skirt

Lisabet Yeser

all opung's outwear are from gedebage, unbranded tights, ankle boots in her shoes

me and my dorm-mate Lisabet yeser but we usually call her 'opung' (it means grandma in west Sumatra,,lol)..we are not fashionable yet but we are trying to be more stylish as we can,,at least for our self,,we are copy-cat,,yup,,,but it's only if the 'genre' is match up with us,,and as a college student we don't have enough budget,, so shopping is seldom things,,no branded and second hand stuff is a common things,,pasar gedebage in Bandung,ITC Mangga Dua,ITC Kuningan are like heaven for us,,a lot of 'dandy' items with low prices,,but for a second hand stuff such in pasar gedebage and pasar senen we have to be very very very careful and selectively to choose,,choose the item only if it has good quality,,and soak them in warm water for several minutes before washing them,,

ps : special thanks to Galuh Anggun Pretiwi as my dorm-mate too and for lending me the tanktop

Liebe Freunde

Friends,,
we know it's hard to understand each others,,
when we gets more sensitivity,,
we know it's hard to believe each other,,
when we've been disappointed,,
but in this time we've been trough,,
we try to understand,to believe,to strengthen each other,,
and go together,,
even though it's not the highest point that we need to be friends,,
even though there is so many problems,so many regret,,
but thanks god we still together,,
and it's our happiness kingdom

mom's lace shirt ; unbranded baby pink skirt ; sophie martin's bag ; 'in her' shoes

walk away

when you leave me here,,when you hurting me alot,,when my life fall into the darkness eventhough i couldn't cry,,

,,i'm walking away,,

,,i'm running away,,

,,i dont want to be alone,,

it's Pamengpeuk beach located in Garut, WestJava Indonesia
it's nice to know we had a very beautifull beach
ini ga kalah cantik nya sama dreamland yang di Bali,,
memakan waktu kurang lebih 6 jam dari bandung atau 4 jam dari Garut dengan menggunakan sepeda motor,,cukup membuat badan pegel-pegel juga,,tapi kalau kalian udah liat pantai nya semua rasa cape itu kebayar deh,,pantainya masih sepi,,masih jarang banget wisatawan yang dateng kesana,,lebih baik kalau mau pergi kesana malem hari aja jadi kalian bisa liat sunrise nya yang keren banget deh,,dan berhubung disana masih jarang banget penginapannya jadi disarankan untuk bawa tenda atau minimal sleeping bag lah,,kalian bisa tiduran di pantai nya dan ngeliatin langit malem hari nya yang bertaburan bintang,,,it's so wonderfull,,like a dream,,trust me!!!dan kalau kalian beruntung kalian juga bisa liat pemandangan bintang jatuh nya,,waktu gw kesana banyak banget bintang jatuh nya,,,and i wish i'll be there again with my boyfriend,,hohohohoooo
tapi kalian wajib hati-hati ya,,soal nya di sana masih sepi,di perjalan nya pun jarang banget kantor polisi dan pom bensin nya dan untuk pengendara motor disarankan untuk berkonvoi,,jangan cuma satu dua motor aja lebih banyak lebih baik,,disana masih banyak bajing luncat nya lho,,(sejenis penjahat yang merampok para pengendara motor atau mobil)
and,,have a nice trip to Pamengpeuk,,,