Just Amateur

,,Me,,

mom's purple vintage shirt, highwaist pants ITC Kuningan, opung's ankleboots in her shoes, scarf (it's a gift from paris) as a ribbony headband

mom's scarf, trussardi vintage jeans, opung's ankle boots inhershoes

gedebage white dress, gaudi tight, opung's ankleboots in hershoes

red jacket unbranded, abstact dress plaza semanggi, gaudi tights, opung's ankleboots in her shoes

donatella lace shirt, opung's gedebage skirt

Lisabet Yeser

all opung's outwear are from gedebage, unbranded tights, ankle boots in her shoes

me and my dorm-mate Lisabet yeser but we usually call her 'opung' (it means grandma in west Sumatra,,lol)..we are not fashionable yet but we are trying to be more stylish as we can,,at least for our self,,we are copy-cat,,yup,,,but it's only if the 'genre' is match up with us,,and as a college student we don't have enough budget,, so shopping is seldom things,,no branded and second hand stuff is a common things,,pasar gedebage in Bandung,ITC Mangga Dua,ITC Kuningan are like heaven for us,,a lot of 'dandy' items with low prices,,but for a second hand stuff such in pasar gedebage and pasar senen we have to be very very very careful and selectively to choose,,choose the item only if it has good quality,,and soak them in warm water for several minutes before washing them,,

ps : special thanks to Galuh Anggun Pretiwi as my dorm-mate too and for lending me the tanktop

Crawl

i swear this is my last post talking about him,,it's too much,,what i do for him is too much,,i realize he's not mine,,he belongs to someone else,,what am i gonna do now??crying??all the time crying??who am i??i'm a dummy person??no!!and i don't wanna stuck in this point,,i wanna run away,,away from here,,away from him,,i have to move on!!ooohhh i'm feeling so unwell,,now i don't know what i'm gonna say,,,speechless,,breathless,,i often imagine my feeling if i lose him,,if he's gone,,actually he has already gone from me since 4 years ago,,but all this time he's still single,,and now i'm facing the truth that he belongs to someone else,,it's too shocking me,,i thought i was ready to lose him, to leave him as my past,,but i was wrong,,it's still hurting me alot,,this is the last,,no more teardrops for him,,no more!!!
(edited by Lisabet yeser,,thank's opung,,)

this feeling,,

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me

Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know oh
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
oh I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
(Taylor Swift "a place in this world")

my lil sister Camilla

my luvly nephew Aira

it's Aira and Atilla

Almira Delia Quinitasyafa

my cousin kak moniq and my nephew Atilla

me and Atilla (she looks like upin,,lol)

fly me to the moon

it's been a long time we've not chatting together,,we've not saying hello
in these time I've been through day by day only watching your act,,your laugh,,your smile,,
when you've got sadness i want to stand by your side,,i wanna be your shoulder to cry on,,just like 4 years ago,,as a good friend,,we've been caring each others,,i just wanna show my careness as a friend to you,but you ignore it,,
i've try to understand and stay away from your life like we've never know before,,but today i'm so happy,,when you smile to me,,when you say "hai" to me,,when you laugh to me,,when you teased me,,when you hold my hand,,i feel like i'm going fly to the moon,,one-time ago i've lost my friend,,today i found him,,
fly me to the moon,,

well,,okey that's enough for the exagerrate,,
now i have to stay focus with my proposal,,let's fix the second chapter,,
Bismillah!!!