Crawl

i swear this is my last post talking about him,,it's too much,,what i do for him is too much,,i realize he's not mine,,he belongs to someone else,,what am i gonna do now??crying??all the time crying??who am i??i'm a dummy person??no!!and i don't wanna stuck in this point,,i wanna run away,,away from here,,away from him,,i have to move on!!ooohhh i'm feeling so unwell,,now i don't know what i'm gonna say,,,speechless,,breathless,,i often imagine my feeling if i lose him,,if he's gone,,actually he has already gone from me since 4 years ago,,but all this time he's still single,,and now i'm facing the truth that he belongs to someone else,,it's too shocking me,,i thought i was ready to lose him, to leave him as my past,,but i was wrong,,it's still hurting me alot,,this is the last,,no more teardrops for him,,no more!!!
(edited by Lisabet yeser,,thank's opung,,)